Saturday, October 13, 2012

I am still here

I've been having some troubles lately with my diabetes. Sometimes I wonder when this crap is going to stop. The family is doing better in my place. Things have changed for the better. Had a little thing with my Facebook, which has been taken care of. Gotta love the family I have in my family. Some do not understand being smart is just being smart. Doesn't matter what kind of smart it is.

I have decided to not take my psych medicine. Why? I am done with the side effects they give me. I know i have an illness, but there comes a time you gotta learn from the stuff that hurts you. I feel so much worse on them. I am taking the medicine I need for my blood pressure and diabetes now. I know what hurts my mind. I also have to watch the regular meds too. They sometimes give me mood changes.

More with the diabetes. I have in my years of having it, never showed symptoms. It is scary on and off. When the symptoms get worse, I get nervous about them. I am seeing the doctor on Monday for the whole thing. I know i need a stronger med, the one I am taking is not helping a lot. It will be taken care of soon.

Been writing on and off. My head hasn't been in it a whole lot, but I have written this year. My son is doing good, even though he has flubbed a bit. Normal things when attitude gets in with him. Hubby is good, been taking things with stride. Knows he is allowed to feel and think together. It frustrates him to feel anger sometimes, but i be a proud wife.

All done for now. Will try to write sfter the doc appt.