Jusr popping in to write something.

There are times
That things can seem so wrong
Yet you know that there
are two sides to the coin

On and off I feel like saying goodbye to my life here and just taking my car and starting a new life. Then I realize not too long after that it probably would be very lonely where I go. Leaving my family behind is something I do not want. The feelings just take over and make me feel like running. Getting away physically will not get rid of the feelings. Those will be a part of me no matter where I go. How do I deal with the feelings? I basically say deal with this feeling and stop feeling like you are not worthy of being loved and cared about. It takes a little bit of my energy, but it mostly works.

Life has a way of bringing
You back to reality
You have to be the one to
Keep reality in check.


Becky

I have days when I am down. This is one of the days. I feel like I have wet blanket covering me. Does not feel so good. Let me see if I can write a poem..........

Days like this
Are days I do not cherish
They bring me hurt
And I feel like I suffer

Sometimes I cannot get
What is bothering me
Sometimes I wish
I did not know why

If there was a way
To ease these feelings
I would do what I could
Too much blocking the way

I know it will go away
I know that people think
Get over it
Not as easy as you think





Rebecca Smith 5/24/09

This is just written.

a poem

What the hell is all this for
I try to make sense of it all
What am I doing in life

I have been through all kinds of hell
I have seen the worst of all things
What did I learn from it

All the things in my life seem to be wrong
There is no peace of mind for me
All that I ask is we meet halfway

We all have our problems in life
Mine is not the life that always works
I go on and make it work the best that I can

When we all learn that we make our future
We can all change what we think and feel
If we can't we find a way to do that

Sometimes you have to just see what is there
Really see that what is there is better than
What you may have had once in your life


Rebecca Smith 3/17/09


This is one of my poems. Tell me what you think.

birdie