I feel horrible
I wish there was more to life
Than feeling like crap all the time
When will I feel good


It's not the body 
That betrays me this time
No imbalance as I see
So what is the deal to the depression


If I could just figure out
The things which are bothering me
Which have a hold on my being
Maybe, just maybe I will feel okay


For now I wait
I try to see the good
In the bad I feel this time
I hope for a miracle
This will lift and I can be me again








Becky Smith                                 12/25/11