Jusr popping in to write something.

There are times
That things can seem so wrong
Yet you know that there
are two sides to the coin

On and off I feel like saying goodbye to my life here and just taking my car and starting a new life. Then I realize not too long after that it probably would be very lonely where I go. Leaving my family behind is something I do not want. The feelings just take over and make me feel like running. Getting away physically will not get rid of the feelings. Those will be a part of me no matter where I go. How do I deal with the feelings? I basically say deal with this feeling and stop feeling like you are not worthy of being loved and cared about. It takes a little bit of my energy, but it mostly works.

Life has a way of bringing
You back to reality
You have to be the one to
Keep reality in check.


Becky